I Want Happiness

I keep wondering if happiness is only for a chosen few I guess it's for the lighter skin or the persons born in wealth I can only guess I keep fighting for this thing call happiness I keep running after it.. I can't seem to catch up to it I wonder if I am just not Blessed enough I feel like all I do is guess and wonder about this thing call happiness All I want is happiness To wake up with the man I love and be sure he feels the same... Crazy passionate love To not dream about having a good life but really living one Stop praying for cash to come but having cash in hand... I could even give away a few Not just seeing friends going on a vacation but really taking one Not dreaming of a wonderful life...really Living one I just want to wake up in happiness so tired of chasing after things I can't seem to get All I want is happiness so tired of waking up to this loveless mess of confusion... All I want is happiness