I Still Want You

I know I deserve better But somehow, I still want you I want the guy who’ll be the best for me But I want him to be you I wish that somehow, you could see— No, feel—the pain I feel So that when you knew that I was hurting You’d want to make me heal And you think that you’re accomplished For not abusing me Physically, I’m never hurt But you give me bruises no one sees I don’t need you to love me Just like me a little bit And when I need you near me Beside me, wont you sit? When I cry, dry my eyes Hear me when I call for you Bring me all the happy colors When all I feel is blue Kiss me just because you want to, Hold my hand real tight, Be there to lie next to me In the cold and lonesome nights You’d change if you knew my half of our story You’d change if you only knew… I know I deserve better But somehow, I still want you