I Stand Here Still

I stand here still against my will because Grief I am still in today drowning in it still, I can not left up my arms to comb my hair Grief is thick in the air, But what do I care I can see a light a head as I fight not to get back in bed, God light I see I am not blind as I try to unwind from my Grief, I stand still against my will because Grief I am still into today holding me against my will I need to drink more water today or try to eat food God light I see his love will feed me, as I get down on my knees Help me Lord please, no phone calls please I not in the mood today just go away, I stand still against my will because Grief I am still into today holding me against my will I will open up my Bible and read the book of Mathews with tears rolling down my cheek help from God I do seek his words help take me out of my Grief time and put me into a better state of mind, As I stand still against my will because Grief I am still into today.