I See Without Seeing

I look without seeing, imagination runs away with me, dreams mix with reality and reality never helped me. I swim in the darkness the shadows surround, the water runs deep, I am with the lost and I am never found. Drops race down my body and cover my skin with their streams, imitations of tears. I've been trapped in my life for more than my years. A life long existence of nothing but pain, a shock to the system, a game for a game. I'm lost without leaving in a place I cannot see, I look without seeing and find a life with no living.