I See No Light

In my room where silence rages – up until night But chaos ignites deep inside of me Could die in darkness and think there’s no sun Could bear starvation up until forgiveness is given I hear nothing but heart sober in grief Alone in misery where there’s bunch of regrets Tomorrow comes and I see depression Like a punishment full of multiple blooded wounds Zephyr blows sadness with tormenting whisper Wish I feel numbness start from my head down to foot I could not see light but I see gradient view A surreal blur that stressing me over How long should I find the spark of clemency? Wish it would not last till end of this month Tears are still falling up until this lone hour One thing though still runs in my mind I could be killed in pain slitting my wrist –see me no more I see no light, I see no light, I see no light