I Promise That I Try

I Promise That I Try An unremitting struggle that imprisons me within Constantly trying to juggle between morality and sin Change my perception and try to transform my ways Head in a direction that will lead me to better days I attempt with all my heart but it conflicts with all my passion If given a chance to restart there is a great deal that wouldn't happen I make a point to be positive but always seem to regress Insecurities must be a causative that created all my stress I can no longer find the words to say, but I must apologize A relentless attempt to change my ways, I Promise That I Try