I Only See You In Pictures

I heard you hit a glitch today, I don’t know if it is true, it’s just hear say. Back then you used to tell me everything Tell me I’m the only one who you could confide in But now I only wonder how you doing. I only see you…….. Yes, I only see you in pictures. I heard you were being promiscuous I don’t know if it’s true it’s just hear say. Clubbing uncontrollably, some even call you a typical ****. It hurts me, But now I only wonder how you really doing. I only see you……… I only see you in pictures. I heard you had finally found a soul mate. I don’t know if it’s true, it’s just hear say. They say you say he loves you, As much as you love him I’m happy if it’s true, you deserve it. But I always wonder how you doing. I only see you………. Yet I only see you in pictures. I heard you were pregnant. I know it is true, for I saw you With that little baby bump, You looked so happy, so fulfilled. I was happy, But I wonder how you doing. I only see you…………. I saw the baby bump in pictures. I heard you had a baby No one knew if it was a boy or a girl. He /she looked so precious in your arms, so beautiful I couldn't tell either. You merged so well, I almost cried, could have been my god daughter. Like we planned. I was happy, you were happy But I only see it………. I saw the baby in pictures. You might not know, But I still care, still look back at all good times we shared. All the dreams we had, but time my friend, Time changes a lot, time takes away a lot. I miss you. But I see you……… I see you as much as I can, Whenever I can. And I always wonder how you doing. But it’s alright, for I know you will be alright. As long as I see you….. Yes, as long as I see you in pictures. ©Herzel Poshiwa written for a dear friend who is still close to my heart.