I Once Cherished You

You are currently the author of my pain. Everything I did for you is now in vain. How do I keep myself from going insane? When all my thoughts are anchored to you with a chain. I think I have gone way too far, to where I found myself on Mars. How can I hide all these of scars? when the universe paints you through stars Condemned by your false accusations Still loved you without hesitations. All I feel now is hopeless paralyzations. How do I move on without your inspirations? My tongue still dances behind my lips for you. I will jump, skip, from this like a rat kangaroo. Your love was a poison that almost broken through Making mind and heart came together to say: “Who?” Looking at my future through pessimistic eyes, Telling me that I was your Nobel Peace Prize. You and I’s love were once called allies. For though are only tolled in silent cries. Your golden wings of airling were a lure. Eradication of my heart I couldn’t endure. Will retreat to lands where the angels soar. The name of you will be pronounced no more.