I Never Done This Before

Too cold outside, Not enough warm air, too close to the edge at the moment I don’t even have enough filling in my heart it’s empty with no quantity to hold/ Riding alone with no destination with no companion by my side I can’t figured out what my location with out my cellular phone opps I mean the GPS system I had you in my hands but you simply slip out of my hands lost you out of my reached I didn’t have good enough grip, I can’t believed I lost my feeling and my touch continue to lose you in the process I never done this before I lost my footing also I can’t remember the direction to your love. I try to play like it was ok matter fact I thought it was cool to be distant from you but that feelings was completely the opposite now riding on this ferry in the Middle of the Hudson river in the middle of December, but I never done this before, I am isolated from you I can’t remembered what was the reason why we disconnected ? No more communication between us. Feeling upset that I lost you but without you I feel suffocated like dry air from basement cell JCMT 12/9//14