I Never Cared

It was going smoothly back then until the storm swept in People left my side, I was wondering why nobody checked in; Things changed right before my eyes, it’s like a curse was let in Praying to to sky with my head on my pillow, trying to hear why; It was a long time before things starting making sense, I know that’s a sign The sadness felt so heavy in my heart, my eyes couldn’t stop from crying I’m only focused on going higher, moving away from the past I used to think that the hellhole was always going to last Some things still go over my head, there’s more I need to grasp Dwelling so deep in my thoughts, it feels like I can get lost In the abyss of emptiness, looking for something to fill for a cost A lot of demons tried to trap me, at times I almost got caught