I Never

I never thought that I would begin to miss you. You were my blood and my life but then you left as soon as you came. i never thought that missing your love would tare me apart like the way it is. when you left me my world came to a deep dark death. i ever thought that losing you would kill mea little bit at a time. when you said i love youthe air in my lungs just gets taken away and i feel like i might faint. i never thought not having you in my life was the best. i was wrong. not having you is like not having air to breath, food to eat, or water to drink. i never thought you being gone would make me feel like having a knife jabbed into my heart and guts. i lay awake hoping that you will call just to tell me your wrong. i never thought that waiting for you could make me break down and cry and want to give up on life. when i hear your voice or your name i get sick to my stummick of joy. but when we talk i just dont know how to explain what i feel. i never thought that the day would come when i would be missing your love.