I Mostly Write Songs So This Is a Song I Wrote Called My Own Bliss

Deeper than I've ever cut I'm tired of these nights alone But I don't know what To do to make it on my own I've tried and tried To find a way through Then I cried and cried Cuz I always miss you Chorus: When will that day come When will I find I'm better off without Can I not be numb And still find my own way out Cuz I'm tired of fighting this rain Through this storm of ugliness Right now all I feel is pain So when will I find my own bliss Verse 2: Sure I'm stronger than I used to be And I've come a long way But how can I not see The happiness of that final day Is fate bringing me closer Or will it be like it was before Maybe I'll look back and this will all be a blur All I know is I don't want to hurt anymore!! Chorus x2 Bridge: Tell me when does it end The pain you caused me While pretending to be my friend Now that I've broken away and I'm free You damaged me deep inside It's taken a while to mend it But it's too hard to completely hide And I will never ever forget