I Miss You

I never thought I would miss you ...never thought that was possible, now you are gone it's impossible to live without you. All the memories surrounding me. I look for you in every corner. I miss your hands in mine I miss your arms around me I miss your tender kisses I miss our friendship Today was hard when I got great news,I was so excited, I picked up the phone to call then I remembered you were gone...I remember the fight...I remember what we said ...I relive it every night, its torture each and every night , a never ending movie playing in my head. I have no peace...I love you still. I hear you found happiness, the love of your life... I wish that was me but I am elated you found your peace even if it’s not with me. l can't believe I am not your wife, I can't believe your arms are around someone else. I can't find anyone else...I love you endlessly...now you have joy and I am living in loneliness…I am living our yesterday wrapped in memories …I am missing you still.