I Loved You

Can't fight this feeling So worthless and bleak Meaningless and forgotten That's how I feel In the pits of my guts Nothing left to trust Relentless motions of guilt yet I've done nothing Nothing but love you try to please you Understand what it is you need But I found myself lost Inside emotions that spin webs Cold without a hand to touch Distant and twisted Like everything is my fault But I did nothing This guilt I hold in me Is not mine I plea to you To take it back The blames you put on top of me blackness that was poured inside You've hidden deep away So you can teach me the lack of love Winter snow has filled my skin Nothing feels left within Frozen in pain Lost in emotional games waiting for you to take back that seed of hate That you planted inside my mind ...