I Love You Ratu

I am seeing your picture I miss you I want to hug you It’s your fifth birthday I want to see you I was not granted I am far of you Allah knows I love you. I love you Ratuku. See you when you are big enough. Sometimes I restrained not to see your picture. I know I would be hurt of not being with you in person. I know I am missing you so much. I know I cannot hold you. I know my tears would be falling. Later you will understand You will understand why we are apart You will understand why I am held not to see you You will understand why you are taught to hate me You will understand why when you hear “Ayah” you feel fearful You will understand why I love you so much I love you and see you later if not soon. I love you Anakku. And you know that I love you!