I Lived Life Everyday

I lived life everyday... even after you went far way... I held your hand everyday.... though you were nowhere... Tears that made the pillows wet... my heart was bleeding red... I still dreamt of you by myside... though you were not beside... I heard the whispers in the night hoping you could bring in light... I stood there by the lighthouse... time and tide, my hopes arouse.... I went to the beach looking again... build our home in the sand again... I felt no pain... waiting for you in vain... I sat lonely in that bench again... longing to get wet in rain.... dying to be in your arms... to be bewilderd by your charms....