I Light Up At the Thought of You

And I burn all the way to ashes every single night, my body refuses to let me rest as I cry. I won’t be better until I have nothing else to give into, and nothing else to get haunted by. I burn for hours until I'm nothing but dust, smoke floats out of my smile, my eyes are charcoal fire, shining dim in the night until the flames die, I wake up the next day to burnt marks on my walls.