I Know

I know I caused a lot of problems that simple Sorrys & words can't fix. But I'm trying so hard to figure out things that just Don't make any sense. I know I've said so many things that I know I regret But hanging out with you I promise you was my Time well spent. Its not the things you did that I miss But, it's who you are & what you represent. I'm sorry for only seeing my ghetto point of view & for not understanding yours & for not knowing You were hurting too. I just Don't know how a good friend should behave Because everyone who I ever cared about all Walked away. I blame myself & for the way I was raised. Maybe I'm just another lost soul God forgot to save. But then I met you & all those bad thoughts erased. I did everything I can & if only you knew how sorry I am Then maybe... Just maybe one day you'll understand.