I Keep Telling My Self

i keep telling myself he's not for me , the one i need is not ment to be, oversea's love's and around the world come's to find me in a fantasy world . dream's of things that arent ment for me, wanting a life that's bright as the sea. hope's and wish'es may god let them come true. cause in my heart i'm still in love with you, everyday i live such a life that only you could bring to light. everytime that we have met you left me here with no regret, the only thing worng is i'm still alone ,waiting on you to come along. if dream's are really for very real , i dream of us as for ever will, my heart is heavey and my soul is light ,it's to much pain to carry tonight. so i try once again to let you go ,but before i do i just want you to know there never could be a better love you know. we'd shared our heart ,and spill'ed our soul in screat words we told us so how much we cared and wouldent never let go. but i guess the time has come the love ran out , you lost your love you just gave out. nothing will ever be the same for me . cause in my heart you was the guy for me. i waited on you day and night ,only to wonder who was holding you tight. it's like a bad dream i had in the night. i wish i could sleep and not see the light.. so when your holding her tonight rember i cryed for you everynight ,.rember i cared in all i did when you forgot and kept me hide. now i know why thing's were wrong cause ,you was goinga leave me here all along. some if someday you need a love rember me the girl you once loved..