I Just Can'T

Sometimes things don't always go the way you want It started with a love so pure a love so genuine words could not express, Young love..I loved him so much that it hurt so much, It started to break me ,Break me but I couldn't let go, Then I had to because it made no sense.I finally did let go,at least that's what i thought. Years later and you are still in my head, No matter how far I ago this force pulls me to you, I can't ,I just can't I am with another, Is it love? No but I have to grow up, I have to adapt, Yet I can't stop allowing myself to stay away, You are like a drug,Addictive so addictive It makes no sense, We make no sense, I can't,I Just can't, I know it would work, As much as I think I love you.. I just can't