I Hope You Understand

Please just tell me that you’re sorry and all will be forgiven. All these things in my past just hold me back from living. You showed me all the things I shouldn’t be. You showed me all the things I shouldn’t see. Is forgiving you really that selfish of me? Now that I’m older this feather must float on. On the winds of change that will never bring us together. If I never come to visit I hope you understand. No one really knows what it means to grow. You take water, you take the light. You take two clenched fists in a nasty fight. You take the anger, you take the might. And you get set back where you started from. You take all the things but where do we go? Maybe now you’ll have what it takes to grow. I hope one day when I have kids, I can take everything and reflect on this. I’ll never say empty promises. Anger resolved in hugs and kisses. A happy wife to a happy home means that I’ll never be left alone. If I never come to visit I hope you understand. And maybe then I could stop telling myself that: I never really knew what it means to grow. I took the water, I took the light. I put my hands in my pocket to prevent a fight. I took the anger, I took the might. And found the place where it started from. I took all these things but where do I go? Maybe now I’ll have what it takes to grow. And if I never come to visit I hope you understand, That I have what it takes to be a man.