I Hate You

I hate you I hate you so much For what you did I didn't deserve it I said no But you didn't listen Now I lost everything I lost everything that was important to me It doesn't hurt you Not the way it hurts me I'm damaged Emotionally, physically, and mentally I can never trust a man again I will never be the same I just don't understand Why? Why me? It's been over a year since it happened But I haven't forgotten I never will Everytime I see my son I think of you I ask myself How did I get someone so special and beautiful From someone so ugly and hurtful I don't know I don't think I will ever know I just hope that Wherever you are You know that I hate you.