I Hate You

As you watch me, I slowly die. Now you see, why I always lie. So much pain, your death's bringer. I'm driven insane, why does sorrow linger? Blood runs hot, misery is what I live. Pain's what I got, for your abusive. I hate, everything about you. I asphyxiate, as I turn blue. Just leave, do not return. For I cannot believe, you let me burn. Clenching my fists, I run from you. Cutting my wrists, now I'm through. Just die, leave me alone. Say goodbye, for your true self has been shown. I HATE YOU, I love you. What's new, what should I do? Fists fly, I cry... You die, say goodbye. Don't wake me, I don't wish to see your face. What I wish to see, is not this hellish place. Look into my eyes, tell your lies. Our love dies, yet here comes the cries. I'm so afraid, to live this life. Your acts to be repaid, I pick up the knife. What have I done, why do I laugh? Why do I run, is it because my heart broke in half? Will darkness turn to light, do you care? Now it's your fright, for the love you did not share. What's happening to me, I'm dying on the inside. I die slowly, why should I hide? I HATE YOU, just die. Now we're through, goodbye. Put the gun, to my head. I'm now done, for I am dead. Go away, or watch my suicide. Because sorrow will stay, I have died. Do you hear in my voice, the frustration? Yet it's my choice, for self-mutilation. I HATE YOU, do you shrug it away? I HATE YOU, just die today. Do you hear me, do you hear the pain? Now you see, why I'm insane. Never before, never again. Walk through the door, and my war won't win. No more sorrow, No tomorrow. I HATE YOU, YOU LOVE ME! I HATE YOU, JUST LEAVE ME!