I Hate That I Want You
why am i feeling this
out of nowhere
i'm shot in the back
a arrow
piercing my heart
bringing back all those feelings
loneliness
desperation, love, hate,
pain
and now i want you so bad
i keep saying out loud
you were no good
you hurt me
you abused me emotionally
you ignored me
you were a no good boyfriend
but then i think
there were moments when you were
everything i wanted
everything i loved
ah i just hate myself
i hate my heart
i hate these tears
i hate this feeling
i hate you
but
i want you for some reason
i just can't understand
Copyright © Chamonique Knowles | Year Posted 2009
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