I Found the Devil

I'm severred from life A million miles south of Heaven But childrenplease don't cry I'll be fine, it'll work out Unless before then I die Just keep your chin up And let Will take you in I fear we're not alone I stil wonder...sometimes Is it Gabriel? Lucifer? Just picked up and spit out Chewed but not swallowed You despise the taste Cut me, beat me, rape me I'm totally different now Dreaming of what I only know And if I caught myself Trying to kill myself Would I stop? Because of you, Kristina, I'll never be the same --So there I was Lying there crying, bleeding, and dyin as I write I felt alone and alienated But then I found Trinity