I Feel It

Moments I think of you and feel something new. My head plays back conversations we had My soul feels renewed My third eye feels awaken I feel like there is no mistaking This new thing I feel inside It's not lust or love Admiration of the person, who you are Mad respect for the person, I care I see you in this new perspective In this new light I realize your not the person I thought you were inside I see a whole new you And you make me want to be better Self encouragement Yet it's more like you make me encouraged A life I thought I could never live Full of optimism and kindness I wonder sometimes why our paths switched But I realize it's cause we weren't perfect We still aren't,but it's funny now Self love is what I wanted I feel like I achieved it now And now I just want a companion I can laugh with A partner to spend my life with But I know we aren't ready And we should keep this ship steady One day I feel like you could relate But maybe by then it'll be a little late. I feel like I should speak out and conversate Have a conversation maybe you would investigate Maybe you could share what's in your mind. And if in the end we don't see eye to eye I'll die easy knowing that I tried. And I'll still feel the way I feel inside Because regardless this feeling is a feeling I'll share with you all my life. Don't be scared to break me Because I've been broken before I can over come from it And it'll help me grow But I feel it inside. Universe knows I'm going to try. I just hope you understand friend That I'm going to ride and die It's just the person I am I hope you realize. What I feel inside.