I Fear Again

I fear again. Now I’m worried Because my happiness is lasting. I’m shaking with fear - I’m terrified. Today I am happy and trusting. I know, this state is not normal; An attack has to come in a while. The sweet happy day can be final, The next hour may be a trial. I must do something in self-defense. Oh, yes! I should get myself ready. I should build a high wall or a fence To fight it off - nothing is steady... I fear. I’m trusting less and less. I’m worried again. I can’t stand it. Oh! How to keep the happy whiles? My sneaky enemy! Wait a minute!