I Dream, I Think, I Wish, I Want

Love is something of two opposites, from one time your'e in-love intensely, at another your missing and lost. How do I reach this point, what do I do to mess things up, sometimes I love far too much, maybe it's an issue of too much trust, I got too much emotion, it's like the world on my shoulders, I feel so overloaded...awake, I feel so drained..even asleep. I dream of love and happiness, I think of trust and hope, I wish for acceptance, I want to be loved cause I'm me. They don't understand, the way my feelings get out of hand,. that's why I need these things It's only love and respect, a hope for trust and happiness, a wonder if you can accept, that I'm not the same as all the rest, I'm intense but mean the best, I only want to be loved, and still don't know why that so hard to do, when it comes from them to me, cause it's not from me to you.