I Dream

~ I DREAM a DREAM ~ I dream a dream so placid~~ ** A commitment that burns every morning brink I feel the pain as I slip into my shoes of confident Every day I wonder how much more can I take? I want to fall right back to sleep, knowing I'm still in deep Another day facing the sun, holding onto feelings overdone I taste the acid, I feel the corrosive results A reaction eating my heart away with fault My expressions are dissolving as I carry a 100 pound bag of salt. I dream a dream of addiction~~ ** By morning dawn I gain control of my world Watch, as my eagle eye's hide under my new disguise My withdrawals ride high into the sky I'm under an ultimate dependent narcotic feel My drugs of the low - self image sits under garbage waste Reacting with chills, vengeance- my only pill Acting on my addiction, I deprive my insecurities with restriction Power in every hit, a strong substance I withhold every dope hour I dream a dream of adultery~~ ** Every day the sun rises, I share a cup of coffee for three Fighting the feeling that flows towards another man My head is sweating, my emotions are distracting and upsetting This river boat got wet, the day you introduced me to the Internet In my subconscious mind you are here and then you disappear My sexual desires I self-sabotage when you become him My love that's the only way my body will let you in A mess brought by your cheating days Now the interest has gone away Betrayed by you, neglecting me Don't ever trust, or believe what you see. by:)