I Dont Mind Talking To Myself

I don’t mind talking to myself in the midst of the crowds I don’t mind having friends that I don’t like And that don’t like me I don’t mind feeling like their talking about me Behind my back And that those smiles are sarcastic lies Ribboned out Just for the purpose of fooling me I don’t mind feeling lost and alone Even though im surrounded by people If I minded I should walk away I would eat lunch alone I would go straight home from school And gossip with myself But how would that look They would mock me more I don’t mind being mocked Ive been to every clique and yearly friends change I cant help but hope my friend group changes again I don’t mind being spoken to that way and subsiding I don’t mind waiting for them When they wont wait for me I dont mind I swear It just bothers me… A lot But I don’t mind Even when I cant smile in school And daze out just to feel like Im not here And this isn’t my life I really don’t mind talking to myself