I Disappear

I loose my self in myself and fear often times I disappear not always so as youth as man young the heart i still could stand outside gates in every core but weak I hide now close the door peer out through the looming night see the man who sits outside empty of his other part hiding in the lonely heart I loose my self and then I fear you've lost a part of me in tears one drop containing each a piece of what you thought your love would be I fail I will, be lost sometimes gone in fancies of my crime penance for and from the slave I am now, lost in other days I fear too often worry much ten million thoughts I can not clutch like a fighter seeing three head shot punch witch one is me I loose myself myself I fear will loose you when I disappear