I Close My Eyes
I close my eyes
And back home I am
Looking out those
Century old windows
My inner tears
Would burst a dam
I remember every crack
In those walls,
Every floor board
Prone to creak
But the happiness
I had there,
Is something I can
now but seek...
Home of fifty years
Saw my tears and my joy
From infancy to adulthood
And the blessed life I'd had there
Since I was but a boy
A place where several
Family members had died
In the old fashioned way
And all those tears I cried...
Not in some remote hospital,
But where they wanted to be
And I'd suely love to die there,
If it was up to me..
But, it was my destiny
To come here,
In this desolate place
Certainly I'm not that happy
But it's something I must face
I made a mistake,
I should have died there
Where I had lived so happily
And now, I barely care,
What becomes of me
My life is over
Save but a bit of love,
Still directed at me
And each day I wonder,
What do these people see in me?
Copyright © Tom Bell | Year Posted 2008
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