I Apologize

Loving me is hurting you, I can see it in your eyes. It breaks my heart the know that I am the reason you are not alright. Maybe if I explain to you what I am going through, maybe then loving me won't be hurting you. I am lonely; and I hate to sleep alone. There isn't anyone waiting at home for me, so I just stay gone. When I do the things you think I should, I only miss you more. Missing you makes me cry; I don't want to cry anymore. One day feels like eternity, a minute an entire lifetime. I don't know who I am anymore; this life, it isn't mine. It hurts my heart to live this way; living without you. I am so sorry that loving me hurts you so....I am hurting too. love me