I Am Too Soft Hearted

I want to feel hatred for you But my heart won’t let me I want to hate you I want to ignore you I want to forget you I was trapped in your games In your life In your ways I always hate you But never had the guts to say it I never cared about you But couldn’t say it Let me be honest for once in my life I don’t even like you You are so cruel to me I take it like nothing happened This part of me I can’t stand I want to cut it to shreds Never be nice to you Never be happy Just be upset for once Just be sad for once Just be disappointed for once Just be angry for once Just be absolutely an outlaw An outlaw of society I despise you I absolutely hate you I can spit on the floor No more Get out of my life All of you I want to be alone Clear my head I will always despise you