I Am Not To Know

I have thoughts about you Though I am uncertain it's me There are truths to know its unreal There are sins to know we can always be Do you always know? Do you always rather you knew? Are there moments knowing never to show? Have you really a showing anew? When never is forever yet a never forever Forever yet whether a never bother for another Another yet an other for another to never bother Forever yet another when never is every other False are truths as real with lies Lesser are more when more are lesser apply The more lived... the more dies The more we have alive... the more dead we supply I do not know truths... I know whats true Evermore uncertain I only know to be Where truths are forever known unreal Can I ever be certain thats its only me?