I Am Lost

under the blanket when I cried, something was broken inside. all night passed and I couldn't find my lost hope and joyous side. my face went cold and feelings disappeared. heart sank below which was broken a long ago. eyes were teary and hands shivering. I wish I could have been held just once while I was crying. next day again, I get up and hide the teary eyes. I laugh again but cry inside. so pitiful is my plight. now tears cannot be seen. no one knows how I have been? sleepless nights and days too, justice I wish could have been true. its all blank after the dread. hopeless vibe and blurred sight because last night something in me died.