I Am Gatvol

I AM GATVOL So you wanna play God over my happiness You decide when I can have a smile on my face When I must have my face soaked in tears You make and break my happiness Why am I even crying,if you should know Am I crying because I dread the thought of life without you NO,I am crying because I hate every little memory of the day we first met I regret everything about that day I regret every second of my life I have allowed you to waste All I want now is just forget about you and pretend like you were never there I will forever blame myself for giving you far too many chances When all you ever begged for was only one You think you have me right where you want me Wrapped around your little finger eating from your palm You're convinced that I don't know that love is not what you want me to think it is My eyes are blind and I can't see anything you fool yourself You want me to believe that hitting and kicking me is just another way of expressing your love to me When you yell,shout and scream at me all you're doing is loving me loudly You seem to believe that all my pain and tears can easily be wiped and dried by a single kiss We can just kiss make up and forget everything