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The something fun as promised. 

I posted this on the way out to the pub to see a friends rockabiliy band. One of the members has invited me to sing with them. I actually sing pretty well. But as you can tell the "Bug Zapper" as I allude to in my poem is going to keep me busy. I have a month of radiation to finish up my breast cancer treatment. I am cancer free at this point. The chemotherapy nuked it away and that was confirmed by surgery. But the radiation therapy lowers the incidence of reoccurrance by 10 %, And well, I am just about to hit retirement age. I don't want to face this again. So I am giving it my all to not go through it again. I got cancer by carrying to much weight and dealing with to much stress from my adult son with autism and other family fun. I don't have any of the genetics of cancer and I actually eat pretty well. So exercise and weight loss are also in my future as noted on my last poem. And yeah I have and keep a busy life. Don't forget I am also writing a book. - Susan

 

 

I visit the bug zapper on Tuesday much to the radiology teams delight I named it thus before meeting it formally my comedic self puts up this type of dust If you make fun of it enough it can't cause you pain it only gets three passes in each refrain  Less than a minute and half on my breast that's about the time I heat up my coffee and then that settles that...  They put 3 microdot tats on me to line me up with lasers It started with sharpies then moved to pokes as they stuck me to put on the dots as I cursed and joked I sung them songs like kermit the frog Which made them laugh like loons  The manager that runs the room admitted in a previous job he was a ghost hunter This is going to get really fun!  I have a date for EMF readings and a podcast!! We nicknamed the tats Hello Kitty NFTs  after all we have to be hip and forward thinking But you can't collect till I have left the blue marble one on my bow and one on my port and starboard They have me breath through a tube  and then hit a button to breath out and then they send me through the machine And I am not to move as they rotisserie me through the machine so as not to radiate a rib or two or maybe my lung tissue too It's all precise and in a very cold cool room and the staff has me half naked from waist up And If i wrote it in a book with just the steps you would be sure it was fantasy bondage scene So that event will be my daily dose for 5 days a week my penance And I will bleed radiation at such a dose I will get tired to the point of comatose I will have a laptop along and my dog an outlet and emotional support I have not mentioned I am working on a startup Its in AI SaaS of course And I am the COO as is my usual spot, building systems  Second in command, the power behind the throne less in demand but he who sits in the throne has named me his hand.  I cheat though see, he is my new beau In 3 seconds after meeting me he had to take me in tow His investor meeting had fallen through and in minutes I filled his calendar and with high quality meetings no less A VC and 3 fellow entrepreneurs with connections Poor guy didn't know what hit him.  So yeah my plates kinda full No sitting in a lull Don't forget I still spin plates for my autistic son's days and help run a chess instruction company's retail plays and consult on side ventures in other ways logo creation yeah! I am a Force of Nature  - Artimus (C)  Susan Manley 3/15/24 6:59

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Date: 4/2/2024 5:13:00 PM
You have so much strength in you and so much to live for and it has helped you through the journey and fight to live. I hope you get completely better, keep sharing your lovely poetry to the world. More strength on your son. Cheers Susan, it was a lovely piece.
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Susan Manley
Date: 4/5/2024 1:05:00 AM
Thanks Tonya, it was nice to meet a new reader! I am completely on the mend. I am said to be cancer free. And its only 8 more days of radiation at this point in an attempt to make sure I stay that way. I chronicled all this on facebook for my friends since people don't talk much about cancer. And well I had no clue the hoops and horrors of cancer care were filled with. And yeah I have things to do. :D again, nice meeting you!
Date: 3/25/2024 8:22:00 AM
A force no doubt! Wonder woman! With so much going on are there enough hours in a day for what is on your plate? A pro with time management indeed.
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Date: 3/16/2024 5:10:00 PM
Dear Susan, I love how your blend of humor and raw vulnerability in facing medical challenges is inspiring. Your resilience shines through as you navigate the daunting process with wit and grace. Your strength, coupled with your multifaceted roles as a caregiver, entrepreneur, and advocate, is truly admirable. I love how your ability to find humor and connection in the midst of adversity is a testament to your indomitable spirit. Keep shining bright, Susan. You are indeed a force of nature. - Blessings, Daniel
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Date: 3/16/2024 6:42:00 AM
Your poem is a testament to your resilience, humor, and ability to find light in the darkness. It offers a refreshing perspective on navigating life's challenges with grace and courage, reminding readers of the power of humor and human connection in overcoming adversity.. Nicely done..
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Susan Manley
Date: 3/16/2024 8:17:00 AM
Thanks Silent One, I am hoping I made you smile.
Date: 3/16/2024 12:24:00 AM
You are courageous! I did not know you are experiencing a health challenge. You feel free to write about whatever you want whether it is fun or not someone needs to read it! You are not alone! Hugs beautiful.
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Date: 3/16/2024 8:22:00 AM
Hey Karen, yeah, its why my writing has been sporadic. There I was waxing poetic love poems to my fiance while undergoing chemo and he passed suddenly. And then I got really sick and ended up hospitalized with a blood infection. Bounced back from that, underwent a lumpectomy and I am cancer free. Had my chemo port removed, met my new beau in person the next day! ( Valentines day actually). And then we had a correspondence romance, where he named me his "Hand" ( think Game of Thrones". I am still dealing with chemo brain though and recovering my energy levels. I joke I need naps like a toddler. - Susan

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