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I Am

I am sitting hear trying to think of something that doesn’t involve hate
Yet it seems like that’s all I feel
I’m so angry at everything
Over everything I can’t stand to be around some people for more then a second
I don’t understand why I let all this hate bottles up
Like I’m a soda constantly being shaken
Till the pressers is so great I have no chose but to explode
I came here to get away from my past
All the things I though I did wrong
All the people that make my mind want to implode
Yet I’m stuck in the same nick high pile of *****that I have always been drowning in
IV tried to let all the small things past
Slip by unnoticed 
But it seems like the only thing that goes by unnoticed is my subconscious collection all the annoying selfish acts that cause the bottle to start shaking
And I do it so well I don’t even know I’m angry till I’m about to exploded 
I try to warn every soul yet they think I’m just playing
Trying to act tuff
When I’m just trying to keep my head on strait
Because when I’m backed in a corner its fight time
And by then I’m so angry I’m shaking and my vision blurs and I lose all control
Like a caged beast that’s been beaten and just let free
But the think I hate the most is me

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