I Am

I am what's constant to your brain, I know you want me, but I can't feel your pain, I am what mentally keeps you insane, And the pleasant of your words are in vain, I am what makes you so blind, Not even your heart can leave me behind, I am what stays on your mind, You'll feel me, when you've been hit in the back of the head, I am what makes you fall, 'cause it's you I want dead. I am what gave up your life, Everything you had, even your wife. But don't be afraid, It was an even trade, I am the sacrifice you've made, It's the little one's who needed you to pray, Instead you let them astray. I am not what's wrong, but right, I am the anger that makes you fight. I am what's wrong, But where you belong. I am what makes your cries fade, And the sun shade, I am what makes the hurt go away, But I am the game that you like to play, & What brings you back everyday, Once the pain is gone, I AM what makes you strong, I AM not what you give, I AM the greed, I AM not what you want, I AM what you need, I AM not what you see, But what makes your heart weak. I am what made your life drain, I am actually the cause, & blame, Of what drives you insane, I am the hidden soul that makes your blood bleed, I am the addiction they call "SPEED".