Hurt

I'm Cold and dark inside is how I feel since you died. I'm melting away like winters last snow. I feel my heart, every beat. My time is near for my heart is broken, never to mend. Till I see your face, maybe then I'll be whole again. This is eating me alive, devouring me inside. I wish this would end, I want to die. I hurt, emotionally I hurt, mentally I hurt, physically I hurt. That too much for one to bear. I'm getting to the point where I don't care.