My eyes hurt, my tears won't stop.
My heart ache's and no one knows!
This pain is very deep,
I thought you are the one who understood me all the time,
Yet you faked everything,
You pretend that you do,
You want what you want,
You think I am trouble for you,
You think a lot about me but yet that isn't my intention at all.
Is hard to have no one to talk,
Except strangers on Poetry Soup,
I don't know what to do?
I have no mother or father to teach me things as I like,or I can talk to for an advise.
I have no friend to trust to get things out of my chest as I like.
I have a boyfriend who pretends that understands me.
I have God who I am mad of and He makes me wait for things?
I feel all alone with this four walls in my room,
I used to hold my kitty when I had no one to talk to,
But she died and I miss her a lot,
And every time I miss her I go see other kittens,
I can't never find the one I want to buy.
I have nothing to do day/night,
I finished my major and there is no jobs or even hope.
I hate to go to therapy because they never tell you the truth,
Always, always tell you what you want to hear.
My life feels like hell!!!
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