Humble Pride

Doused in depression's dangerous zone Feeling so afraid of being left all alone Negative thoughts like these cannot be all that...natural No longer caught up in swish-swooshing waves of appall In the universe of tragedy in reverse, I spin and twirl like a ballet dancer Curiosity got me going crazy these days While you're having your way...my wild spirit strays and sways Don't prey upon my optimism You're an outlandish organism I am rapidly rolling on the hills, Popping positivity pills Popping positivity pills A natural high A drug-free glee Joy is ours to cherish My wish is to be in your net like a flippity-floppity fish Happiness is technically a million miles away But, our temporary bliss is a cheery cloud today Delightfulness is after teardrops collide Can't hide from the truth behind the eyes...take humble pride Childlike is adequate to our hearts of adulthood We know for certain that it is, well, mostly good Extremely reckless and bothersome - We're not even close to that, like some I love you and your craziness I love you and your weirdness I love you and your elegance I love you and your radiance You are the moon's mysterious shadow I am the sun's shimmering reflection aglow You will never know... What it's like to be in my sunrays Nor will I know... What it's like to be in your moonrays God should be crowned with glory, grace and honor Dealing with hope and fear...don't mind being a loner My positive mindset doesn't get me feeling uneasy and upset Thank you, oh thank you kindly for Your brilliant, precious outlet To a better Way of Life A life without any strife A life I take with so much humble pride, Awaiting my one and only gorgeous future bride Caught up in the breeze of at-ease Make this last forevermore please! Depression destroyed my happiness So, cast away the oblivion of distress Make me whole with humble pride Prepare for me a place to boldly hide Trying to figure my way out of lies' hold Crying an ocean in motion for you truth be told... Truth be told... Said I in humble pride At least I sincerely tried You and I will press on...yes, do press on From darksome dusk to delightful dawn At least I sincerely tried To get you by my side Back on track to eternal life Will you be my wonderful wife? Feeling so alive and grateful that I'm not alone Nor am I completely on my own in the unknown Your waves of peace and war Means there's hope in store You still manage to move me to the core... So, will you do that some more? You, my darling boo, are the one That I adore, for we are moon and sun Together battling depression's danger zone In prayer, I sensed that you and I are not alone I take that in in humility and meekness You take pride in what He does in gladness Together, we are humble pride Meant to be husband and bride All night, we will love each other All day, we will be happily together Unconditionally... He approves and understands Forever, eternally, We passionately kiss and lock hands I didn't know our silly little lives would make it thus far... I haven't a clue our desires and dreams would be met I didn't know I would have a perfect house, a beautiful wife and an exquisite car Grateful that I am not way too far into debt and past regret That would make us upset I bet!! Forever, eternally, You abide by my side My love for you is as countless as the sand of the sea We passionately kiss and lock hands in paradise ecstasy