How I Feel

when you talk to everyone and it seem to be nothing to say then you remember haven rejected you and hell condemned your soul to pay then you look at your mother to cry out to but she's screaming that same pain that bun deep within you sister what a smile but in the night which confined her to exile what is their to be won when you have lost your heart then you ignore the pain that hurt you at start when you pray for death and all hope is gone you sit and regret the day you was born me oh me i cry miss love i sat i watched you die miss love in the grave i saw you white as a dove miss love when you go into the world thinking everything is OK you provide in a home were your heart thinks it needs to stay i am nothing like a school play this is how i feel in the world you'll find everything i say is real