How Do You Really Feel?

How do you truly feel? Do you love leaving me in the dust? Or do you just miss your family? At times i feel like i am walking into a blank room, Never knowing how you truly feel. At times i know exactly what you're thinking, when i look into those big, blue eyes. But times I'll look at you and feel so lost and confused, How can you be so happy to leave me behind? Will you truly miss me? You say you miss me, But how can you be so happy? I know you love me, So why are you so happy to be away from me? I wish i knew how you truly feel.