How Do I Change My World

Hold onto this moment, for it will never come again As I dream of what would be, a beautiful peace within Tell myself all is not lost, the fear wells in side vacant and without cause Let it be, the tears fall like rain, but even the wish is unreal All I want and nothing is at reach. Can I change my world, is that a possible feat Has destiny ruined my future, can a weak soul find relief? Change to what I’d wish to be or live miserable alike Finding one’s own way, harder than it seems Answers too many question, I need to know them all Posing apprehensions’ that refrain me from making the call What, Where and When the affirmable relative questions Answers come now and then, from different allied directions To figure it out alone a quest and venture at hand Truly a master of life could assist, and set my mind at ease But the master I do remember lives no longer As fate would have it played Father of mine I need you, for now and the rest of my days. I’ve written theses words as faint heart fails to reconcile my being My strength my character my living all resides in your teachings And now there is no master, to council my ways of thinking Left I am a disaster, without you I am fleeting !