How Do I Break the Cycle?

The cycle starts again try to forget how hard i fell for him never mind the open prayers or the poisoned arrows left their mark I'm in the dark and I'm trying to forget loves sweet sorrow The sun my heart my bed it starts I wake no arms alone I break for goodness sake i miss him and then the cycle starts again try to forget you're in love ignore the fact you've been denying it all along bleed along the day just to hear his voice and lift my spirits again How can I break it? How can I fall out of love? How can I taste it? How can I corrupt it? How can I resist it? How can I manage? The cycle starts again Ignorance my best friend and rose colored glasses shattered reality taken in huge doses like anything really mattered but I have to admit it It's only fair to my soul for years I've been denying it I've let it go and go and go The night the sky my head it starts I long no arms alone I break for goodness sake I miss him and then