How Do I

gathered all my strength As I withdrew from you Finally made that commitment So that we were through Was fine for a day or two Shortly after that it started to kick in Asked myself “did I lose my surface”? Because what I am skating on is thin See I try to fight the thought But it seems that it’s too heavy Should I have moved on? Because in reality you’re never really ready I refuse to swallow my pride Conditioning to this pain Soon I will get use to it And will be able to maintain But until then… How do I get back on track? How do I suppress this stressful feeling When it constantly attacks Always said I was gone let you go Now I see easier said than done Though now that I’m done I lie alone feeling dumb Now my whole attitude has changed I’m currently thinking something new Swore I was ready to leave But see that I really want to be with you Now I think I made a mistake Whether your good for me or not I just want to be with you And I just want this pain to stop BUT HOW DO I