How Could I Have

How could I have Left you all alone, when I went out to party by myself forgetting you could easily have found someone else. How could I not be so grateful for you, when it was I that left you behind not caring if you would find another man to be your husband and best friend. How could i have been so blind, not to see this coming from behind the scenes. Oh boy was I stooped not to have seen it was my fault you had left, How could I have this happen when I thought you were to easy to see what I really am to you. Now its all about seeing my self through, what I had done to you. How could I have thought this would never happen to me. It shows if you are a abuser they'll eventually leave and break free of your harm. For raising your fist to the 1 you love isn't the way to charm your lady. How could I have, No I deserve what I got and what I have is a broken heart