Horns of a Timid Dwarf

I want to stop these fingers As I want to stop this brain To be dominated by mind's splinters Those words which unuttered to be complained I want to close my ears As they whisper from my heart to my mind's gears No gate can stop them, wandering like a keen spears If only numbness could be gained just by glasses of beers I want flowers, sweets and beauties To dispel all the anxieties and insecurities But devil besides me Replace the angel of my sanity I am timid To release my self from dungeon of rules and ethic To break my inability and my limit To be undressed from this boring gimmick Butterfly flies out of cocoon Counting time from seconds to days Making my own sun in my very noon While collecting diamonds in my own ways